It’s been a while since my last appearance and here I came back to the stage of hunanTV≪day day up≫！
I was able to feel that there is no tense and was relaxed in the atmosphere while I was on recording during in the recording today.
I was more aggressive before but I really felt the unnecessary burden had been removed. I’m not aggressive you know.....
I felt like I was stupid while ago....
I felt this for the first time after one year?
I was enjoying and leading the show with such liberty and joy without any kind of heaviness....I like this feeling....It is so good and comfortable....
I guess all 5 members became more used to each other.....?
I felt like unneeded thing just peeled off.....
It’s a challenge for the foreigner like myself, who is Japanese and lead as MC for the Chinese program.....it’s tough.
Even though I can speak, doesn’t mean I can reply the jokes at all times....
As I look back this one year, I banged into many small walls and each time I did, I condemned my self, sometimes condemning each other...well, it was not always a good time.....
But I shall give gratefulness towards the staff of ≪day day up≫ for they know I can’t be there all the time because of the shooting of the movies, yet, they called me in always....
Even though I was not always at good place, they always wanted me.....
I don’t know how far I can make it, but I want to be part of this show as long as possible......I’m feeling it.....
Indeed!
This Friday will be a bomb! Don’t miss it!
